Discovering My Journey

Tonight I read a book to Gabby about a little boy who discovered that he needed to follow his own journey instead of what everybody else did.  The book is called The North Star by Peter H. Reynolds.  It was really inspirational to me.  I have spent my whole life doing what everybody else has told me to, and I have gotten so lost along the way.  It is time for me to look for my own guide and begin on my own journey.  In order to do this I must figure out what I want.  The truth is I don't really know.  I want to make a difference in people's lives.  I want to be remembered as someone who would help others no matter what it costs me.  But I don't know what I would enjoy doing in that field.  I have to discover who am I before I can get on with my journey, and that is the journey for right now. 

I have been working a lot at an ornament kiost at one of the malls in town.  I personalize some really cute ornaments for really awesome people.  I like it because it makes people happy.  I also get out of the house for a little bit and away from the kids.  I love my kids more than anything, but that little bit of time that I am able to miss them makes me love them even more.  They learned to climb trees.  It is so funny watching them grow, and now my little babies are climbing trees!!